Past

A Lonely September
by Plain White T

I'm sitting here all by myself
Just trying to think of something to do
Trying to think of something, anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you

But you know its not working out
Cause you're all thats on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind

I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

I'm sitting here trying to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me

You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
Will just kill me if I'm on my own

I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

I know its not the smartest things to do
We just can't seems to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I look around my room and everything
I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
We've got nothing left to prove

I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

Don't say you didn't love me back
Cause I know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back but you did