Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Realized and moved on

Teehee...I've got nothing to blog about actually =P But then again, for the sake of writing down something when deep thoughts start to roll in my mind...Its all good you know? Haha...Oh well, life has been boring again these day cause final project for design is kicking in...Oh no, here goes my sleepless night schedule coming next =(

Hmm...So, don't know what actually happened to me these days...I kind of came out realized a lot of things in my life...Things that once I was so stubborn to listen at other people's opinion and not to say that I even argued with them cause I thought it shouldn't be like how they said!!! Hmm...Stupid ain't it?

Well, I guess time is the prove of everything...You know, time pass and people change!!! I don't know? Maybe just the change of mind, change of attitude, change of whatsoever...But I guess after all this is not so god damn important cause we do have other better things to do, right? Then again, we must have to admit that the process of change IS...And rather its the most important part of everything!!!

I always believe : Things happened for good...It changed you to a better person, prepares you a better tomorrow and it definitely makes you stronger and tougher to face the threats of the outside world...I know how much I can handle and I hope to make no regrets in my life...Well, looking back at all the heart breaks, disappointments over disappointment and so as other awful let down things that eventually happened to me...I realized it really gave me a lot of courage and challenge to experience life that other people don't...Indeed, I have gone through way enough at this age of mine and I am really happy for myself to survive and get through all these shit by now...So, don't you dare judge me just enough from what you see...I could be just more than what you think I might be, so lets get our own life and move on...

Quotes from Linkin Park's [Leave Out All The Rest] to you -

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else care

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I am done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Don't be affraid
I've taken all my beating
I've shed but I'm me

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come
And save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are


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