Break time

Before my blog is dead with all the statistic going downhill, I think its time I post something during my break time...So, here you go I dedicate you all this song by Duffy (Er, I do know her voice kinda annoying but NOT this time ok) Actually this song was recommended by my friend long ago until recently I find myself keep repeating the play whenever I am down with work =P

Warwick Avenue
by Duffy

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over a little time
Promise me you won't stand by the light

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Please drop the past and be true
Don't think we're okay just because I'm here
You've hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear

I'm leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving but you don't love me
I've been confused out of my mind lately
You think you're loving but I want to be free
Baby, you've hurt me

When I get to Warwick Avenue
We'll spend an hour but no more than two
Our only chance to speak once more
I showed you the answer, now heres the door

When I get to Warwick Avenue
I'll tell you baby that we're through

I'm leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving but you don't love me
I've been confused out of my mind lately
You think you're loving but you don't love me
I want to be free, Baby, you've hurt me

All the days spent together, I wished for better
But I didn't want the train to come
Now its departed, I'm broken hearted
Seems like we never started

All those days spent together when I wished for better
And I didn't want the train to come! Oh oh

You think you're loving but you don't love me
I want to be free, Baby, you've hurt me
You don't love me, I want to be free
Baby, you've hurt me

Ok, whoever stopped by to read this post...Thanks and lots of hugs yea =*

Afraid of...

Current status: final project in progress
Work done: 15%, if considering all the stages I supposed to complete by Week 14 (Now its already Week 12)

Well, it might sound a lil bit strange to talk about this topic here but *sigh* lately I kinda find myself having this weird thought and its all about how I got afraid of DEATH (Ei, don't or stop laughing if you are now...Slap you then you know...) Seriously, I am not joking can.

'What if tomorrow comes but I can no longer find myself wake up back to the world anymore...I mean like die and gone just like that?'

Seriously, these days around I think I have the right over my current situation which somewhat dragged me in thinking about this whole thing and as for myself, I also not sure why and what caused me to have this painstaking breathing problem and to make the matter worst, I have been getting chest pain whenever I try to inhale or sit up from a lying down position...*sob sob* BabyNey is dying =(

'What if tomorrow comes and I am lying unconsciously in bed and nobody knows or found out until I am dead?'

Ok, set emo aside...Well, I think (not judging this professionally) one of the possible reason that cause me all this might be the stress and not did I ever mentioned that whenever I have too much of stress over work, my whole body will shakes like how the drug addicts do when they don't or stop taking drugs anymore?

Don't believe huh? Seriousss la...Why la I wanna joke about all this while I personally think its not funny to even joke about...Anyway, this sudden death shit is all what I am really afraid of and seriously if it ever happen to me...Heres some message I want to leave for you people around me (Families, friends, buddies, classmates, my blog readers and so on...)

I love you guys and thanks for everything when I was here in the world to feel your love. Nothing means more than the memories we shared and do take good care of yourself.

Signing off...

OMG is this for REAL???

Wheee~ I am hyper, I am high BUT one thing I can definitely confirmed with you that I ain't any sohai XD Lol~ wtf...So random sial...Hahaha...Okok, back to the topic Caney...Back to the topic la wey *okok, put my soul back into my body*

omg, I am excited...

*Hallehluyah gesture*

OMG, VERY FUKING HELL YEA DAMN EXCITED ABOUT THE MEET UP IS THIS WEEK!!!

Tralalala...Yay, no more saying its next week anymore...No more saying its not possible cause we all do know that ticket bought ady and everything has planned accordingly...Accommodation provided, party and meet up all scheduled!!! WOW~ I can hardly believe myself that this thing is gonna happen for REAL!!! Fwah~ *day-dreaming and syok sendiri*

Ngek ngek ngek...Wondering what the hell I was crapping about??? Nah...

Lol~ Ever seen such crowded MSN chat conference thingy before??? Hehehe...Oh well, I bet normal people *repeat NORMAL people* don't actually do this unless its a big gathering shit with all your old high school friends or uni-mates...Blah~ I know I am all right about it and you definitely don't need to hide yourself from the fact that we people are simply DIFFERENT than you guy =P Ngeh, whatodo~

Hmm...While I keep saying that we are so SO much different than you guys... Let me clarified this clearly : All the people that we are gonna meet up for real this week, are those we actually never seen before but virtualy, so to say, we are one huge rojak family / siao-siao friends / bitchy gang / kawan-kawan yang asyik lim-pah & lam-pah *ROFLMFAO* wtf...

Anyway, you know la...We often hear people say that 3 women is equivalent to 1 pasar but I guess this coming Sunday's meet up its gonna be like gazillion gigantic pasar which need countless sound-proof acoustic barriers to reduce the gawdamn noise!!! Lol~ Seriously...This huge arranged speed 'dating' cum real life MSN chat- conference cum dunno-what (you may continue as you like) is gonna make hell a lot to hoo-haah at where we planned it to be *smirk*So, being part of the host for this meet up...What do I expect??? Oh man, I can go on forever and ever until the sun shine and set and shine again but I will probably still be talking about my expectations here...Lol~ wtf...Ok, I exagragrate a bit liao BUT the truth is - THIS COMING WEEK IS GONNA BE A LOT OF FUN TO LOOK FORWARD MEH!!! Muahaha...Imagine, talking machine times many many more crazy talking machinesss *shake heads and hands up surrender* Wooptiedoo~

Ok la, I shall keep that expectations to myself a bit...Scared later I expect too much pulak ended up with nothing *choi~ touch wood* Nah, I am just saying...So yeah, there you go...

Babes, dudes, gayism partners, lesbino girlfriends,
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS WEY!!!

Updates:
FYI, this meet up is a whole bunch of blogger friends meet up...NOT organized by Nuffnang nor anybody BUT a whole bunch of close friends we meet here in blogsphere...Thank you for reading and sorry to say that no more invites shall be distributed to anyone anymore.

The Kurve by Karim Rashid

Hola everyone~ *tsk tsk*

Hmm...While I am still suffering to finish up my final design project, let me relieve myself a bit of the stress by blogging something related to the Interior Designing field perhaps? Hehe...This is my very first try of blogging about something design-related and hopefully I've got all the information right for you guys yea =)

The Kurve, New York

Facade entrance

Okay...So, speaking of the Kurve (NOT the Curve in Malaysia...) *smack head* Its actually a kaleidoscopic undulating non-stop restaurant which definitely has their very strong identities to stand out in places like the New York city.

The ovaloid-shaped windows

The Kurve's experience takes the diners to another world for an evening as the ovaloid-shaped windows, white glass communal table, ceiling-to-floor amorphous bar, sinuous walls and booths, soft organic lounge chairs and finally, the curve patterned floors are all engulfed the guests to dine in such hyper visual atmosphere.

Ceiling-to-floor amorphous bar

Sinuous walls and booths

Amongst all, I personally think that the most interesting part about this restaurant is actually how the design of such curvilinear space being juxtaposed by the angular high gloss white Poly chairs. As you can see, even the custom printed wallpaper that wraps around the restaurant's walls have become a large mural that change not only in colors and forms but to a certain extent in blurring the borders of graphic design, art, and architecture.

Soft organic lounge chairs

Curve patterned floors

However, as the graphic continues through to the glass walls of the sidewalk veranda with its large curved glass corners, the space is now offering a more wide open view to the city with lots of fashionable activities going on along the streets.

The sketch of the Designer before turning into real proper plan

The proper floor plan of the Kurve, New York

The Kurve, New York made its debut with a characteristically splashy Karim Rashid's design and a menu that combines both Eastern and Western ingredients and techniques to woo and satisfied the hungry diners around the world.

The designer, Karim Rashid

Full stop

Mind you my lovely readers, its gonna be another super emo post again this time but I guess after all I should feel happy for myself that I had finally discovered what I want and this is like something that I had been so lost to decide either to go ahead or just stopping at where I was and rewind back the good old time...

Haihhh...Countless hug need =(

Well, yeah...Life in KL has been a bitch and lots of up and down I had already put myself through without you these days...Somehow somewhat it just gave me so much of the mixed feeling towards you and at some point I am really kinda like lost of what I should do already...I'm missing you so bad but at same time I just don't feel anything when you responded back...Is this what you people call the end of loving someone? Nah, I don't have anything to comment now...You may say whatever you like...

Anyway, no doubt that I still think the week back at Penang was something so memorable to me but I guess until now you still haven't gotten any slight idea of how much you meant to me right??? *laugh at myself* The usual typical and ironic of your man-ego shit...Ahhh, I am tired and exhausted to put up with all this already...

Time passed, people changed and now I guess we had already grew to be more rational in looking over this whole scenario then...I know I crushed and fell deep deep for you but I guess the feeling I had back then has now got to put a full stop to it...Just a plain simple FULL STOP will do and I shall not feel regret or heavy-hearty to move on after today...

Yes, I do know that I wanted you badly in heart but I guess its just not the right timing now to pick up and carry on from where we left...I couldn't see myself in sacrificing all the future plans I had in mind and this has eventually got A LOTTT of things to give up on (Well, not to even mentioned about my dream of working oversea) if I chose to go back at step one...I am sorry for not wanting you back but now I'm just tying to be who I wanted to be...

Hmm...One sad love story here you may say but I know I shall love myself more than anything else...No one can say who cannot live without who but its just simple not easy and God-damn-hard...Bleeding love it is cause I know relationship matters can never come easy but I am glad and grateful that it was a lot of memories between us =)

Anyway, finish emo here already...Me first credit goes to Josh *hugs* and really thank you so much for the lovely recommended song, I Wanted You by INA...Should share more of your 'pondan' songs with me okay? LOL~ Me second credit goes to TineTine and MinMin *group hugs* Thank you girls so much for listening and being there always whenever I need your shoulder to cry on...Lub u babes 9 9...

Okay, long night to go till I finished assignment...Signning off with love~